"Brilliant, Flawed, Here"
- Shushona Mason
- Jul 8
- 2 min read
Updated: Aug 6

Bold and present with emotional honesty!
Alright, here goes—A reflection. A bold, honest inventory of my sparkly and shadowed parts.
This is me, showing up without filters. No rehearsed wisdom. No pretending the rough edges don't exist. Just me—brilliant in places, flawed in others, and still evolving through both.
I’ve learned that self-discovery doesn’t begin in perfection—it begins in honesty. The kind of honesty that says: "Yes, this is the whole of me."
The Sparkly Parts
Let me start with the light. Because yes, it’s there, even when I forget to name it.
I care deeply—sometimes too deeply—and I’ve stopped seeing that as a weakness.
I have a wild imagination and an eye for small wonders. I find magic in a sentence, in a stranger’s laugh, in the way the sky changes color when no one’s watching.
I listen well. Not just to people, but to spaces, pauses, and things unsaid.
I’m resilient. I bend, I break, but I rebuild. Again, and again.
I dream bigger than my fear, even when I move slow.
I’m capable of changing, and I’ve proven it more than once.
These parts keep me hopeful. They remind me that I am not stuck. That I am doing the work. That I’m worth knowing—even to myself.
The Shadowed Parts
And here’s what I usually tuck away—the quieter parts that still shape me.
I can disappear into overthinking. Sometimes I replay moments on loop instead of releasing them.
I battle self-doubt more often than I admit. That inner voice isn’t always kind.
I sometimes sabotage good things because I don’t feel worthy of them.
I get distracted easily, especially when the work feels personal or scary.
I chase control when I should practice trust.
I fear not being enough—smart enough, kind enough, accomplished enough.
But even these aren’t dead ends. They’re clues. They’re places where healing begins when I stop pretending, they don’t exist. These shadows aren't shameful—they're part of the architecture of my becoming.
Lastly,
If you’re reading this, maybe you need the same invitation I gave myself:
Are you willing to take your own inventory? Ask:
What is still shining in me?
Where am I still growing?
What parts do I hide, and what would happen if I didn’t?
Let’s Work Together to Thrive in Life
You don’t have to do it alone. With guided help, you can reflect emotional honesty, self-discovery, and embrace all parts of yourself, vulnerability, and a touch of quiet strength. Write it down. Let it be messy. Let it be yours. You don’t have to be polished to be powerful. You don’t have to be perfect to be present. You just have to be brilliant, flawed, and here.
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